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@writesonwallsFriday, March 30, 2007, 11:33 PM
One last thing before I quitI never wanted any more than
I could fit into my head
I still remember every singleword you said and all the SHIT
that somehow came along with it
Still there's one thing that comforts me
since I was always caged and now i'm FREE!!!
2:45 PM
during chalet:didnt get to go clubbing
instead go to sumwhere strange
out of the list in my activity plan
haizz...
didnt get drunk cos i consume a minor
the food was great
sorie guys for my purchased of low quality of otak2
it didnt taste good at all
anyway it was rather fun to sit and joke ard wif each other
best part was wen we played the memory game
a game abt our 2yrs of history past in ite
reminiscing......
overall it was ok
back at home:
sleep,eat,sleep
haha..
anyway juz gt a fon call from NYP
they said dat i most likely gt a course in ECC
electronics,computer and communications engineering
they juz need my final ite exam result
results will be by end of next wk
hopefully i gt sooner the better
im tired..need sum rest now
goodbye
Wednesday, March 28, 2007, 12:49 AM
suppose to get bens n jerrys ice creamfor insyirah bt den im sick
major headache strucks me again
sorie syirah next tyme k
im feeling like eena
haha..why?
cos shes my only fren who hav headache
like 24/7
poor ting and i hope u find out the cos of it real soon k
i hope tmr i will feel much better den 2day
cos tmr chalet!!!
better pack sum panadol juz in case
ouhyah...tmr gota get the otak2 for the chalet
so yea..hav to go out early
mayb i'll hav lunch at subways downtown
hmm...booze??
dat depends on my headache condition tmr
anyway im gona miss my tam tam
awww...
:)
Monday, March 26, 2007, 9:41 PM
2 days of headache and i cant stand it alreadyhopefully my head gets better b4 the chalet
Sunday, March 25, 2007, 1:41 AM
dine at swensen crown palace todaythe service was NOT up to standard
very disappointed indeed
not worth the service charged okay!!!
after dat met roy at bugis parco
he's searching for a bday present
or should i say presents
haha..cos he bought alot of stuffs
den went to arab st. and so on...
after dat chilled at starbucks suntec
and again i was pissed off
why?cos my java chip isnt up to standard
i mean is the quantity
isnt it so obviously too little?!
at least filled the cup till the brim(wif whip cream of course!)
and ur whip cream is so PATHETIC!!!
stingy isit?!
after dat went to esplanade
to meet roy's frens
while waiting for them to arrive
a minah came and sat close next to me
im sorie if i didnt reply to ur 'seeking attention method'
haha..
she sat abit further wen roy's frens came
she tot dat one of them is my gf
cos dere were only 2 gals
anyway nice knowing u dina:)
and ur other fren too
after dat went to memo
to meet the rest
cos esplanade seem to be over-crowded
wif pests(emoshitheads,mats and minahs)
haha..deres seems no diff. btw emo and matreps dis days
they seem alike!!!
den deres dis fight btw matreps and sum punks
punks dat i tink age range 13-18yrs
its like a free action movie for us
haha..
its so funny how tings turn up
cos both parties ran away wen police came
i tink deres 3 police cars
sum of the matreps rounded up were being question by the police
luckily deres sumone who is a police in my group
if nt we too will be question by the police
best experience ever tonite
THE END!!!
Thursday, March 22, 2007, 10:36 PM
start a conversation as if im ur last optionfind hatred towards me as if im at fault
framed me as if im the main suspect at guilt
but u know wat?im not involved in ur situation
so why do u have to be mad at me?
im nt the one at fault here.hello???
and to tell the truth i had enough of ur whinning
of how misery ur life is
dunt u know dat my life is more misery den urs??
bt i dunt juz let out all my anger
in other words,its not fair for me
bt ur lucky cos im always here to help u out
no matter how bad the situation is
well...i guess dats wat frens are for rite?
Wednesday, March 21, 2007, 9:40 PM
sometimes i feel jealouswen i see someone happy
its like he/she dont deserve it
yet they always get wat they want
mayb all u need is luck in this werld
back to square one as they use to say
its unevitable in this life
dreams are moments u fantasize
Tuesday, March 20, 2007, 11:18 AM
Sunday, March 18, 2007, 3:24 AM
juz came back from esplanade and..TSP really rock the concert hall down!!!!
everybody was like skanking and dancing ard
u have to see it to believe it
their performance will keep u from sitting down
excellent performance rating 10/10
and also deres lots of beautiful ppl ard too
haha..so the atmosphere was indeed a good sign to dance
and also to hav fun
btw sorie shima if i accidentally keep hitting ur arm
the space was small and the gal next to me
was taking up my space
at dat time.so sorie
haha..anyway i had fun wif u guys
now den my holiday starts
all misery and stress are all gone
tanx to TSP
ps. send the pics soon ya.tanx:)
Saturday, March 17, 2007, 1:39 AM
TOKYO SKA PARADISE IS HERE!!!WOOHOO!!!!
im gona njoy till dawn today!!!
shall forget all my problems now
Thursday, March 15, 2007, 1:59 PM
isnt it so fucking irritatingwen u woke up dis morning
and found out dat ur future
is so dim?
wat happen wif all the hardwork
i've been putting in?
aaarrrgghhh...
i tot dat the result outcome is in april?
WTF?!!
its confirmED dat i wont get into TP now
all my plans if i get in dat skool
was juz my imagination
juz like to be wif my crush
was another imagination too
yet i pray for a gd future for u
eventhough we rarely talk as we used to
or went out once in awhile
those smiles is missed
i should have confess to u a long time ago
im sorie for wat i am now
goodbye hope
Wednesday, March 14, 2007, 11:31 PM
spent the whole day at homefeeling of unusual and restless sets in
slept the whole afternoon
due to boredness
luckily wed evening tv programs were gd
if nt i would be probably out aimlessly
plans for dis wkend?
im fully packed
wif lots of outings
and most of all mosaic fest
yet i have to find a part time job too
haizz...hopefully i get it soon
12:00 PM
finally!!!! i have end my ite journey!!!last day of skool kinda sad
cos each of us are either status
employed or unemploy
haha..for me im unemploy!!!
i need a part time werk
anyway a new life awaits me
a new chapter of life begins
all the best for all of u in the future
Monday, March 12, 2007, 11:24 PM
tmr exam yet i cant studyi woke up at 7pm from a nap juz now
played the new winning 11 game dat my bro bought
cant seemto focus at all for tmr yet i hav time to update blog
haha..hopefully tmr's qns is wat i already knew
after tmr paper we plan to watch 300
heard alot of good comments from dat movie
so yea..
anyway i hope hazel get better soon
den we can go out kay
its been ages we havent go out and hav fun
alrite all the best for my final ITE exam!!!
U CAN DO IT AZHAR!!!
and good luck to all my frens
hopefully we'll be in poly by end of next month
goodbye ite life
hello new life!!!
Sunday, March 11, 2007, 1:26 PM
This vaction's useless. These white pills are kind.I've given alot of thought on this 13 hour drive.
I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights.
I've given alot of thought to those nights we used to have.
The days have come and gone; or lives went by so fast.
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
where I layed and told you, but you swore you loved me more.
CHORUS:
Do you care if I dont' know what to say.
Will you sleep tonight? Will you think of me?
Will i shake this off; pretend it's all OK?
That there someone out there who feels just like me?There is...
Those notes you write me; I've kept them all.
I've given alot of thoght how to write you back next fall.
With every single letter and every single word...
There will be a hidden message 'bout a boy that loves a girl.
(Chrous)
There Is...
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a short and simple song
remind us abt how wonderful love could be
awwwww.....
4:29 AM
the teevee and me(while studying)1) i on it so dat i wont feel bored
2)the atmosphere is more lively den juz listening to songs
3)will get to watch episode dat i missed
4)no one will bother to change channel at dis hr
5)easy to concentrate study cos most of the programs r boring
therefore i find dis method of study is effective
however it consume lots of time
eg. like now?
i juz finished revising one of my chapters
and look at the TIME!!!
worst still i cant sleep!!!
formulas r stuck in my head
hope it stays dat way during the exam
Saturday, March 10, 2007, 12:26 AM
had been mugging for my final examfor the past few nites
why???
1. to enter poly(preferably TP)
why??brings to the next point...
2.to meet someone dere who i had promised wif
(she recently gt a place dere)
3.to defer myself from NS!!!!
(s'pore doesnt need to be protected cos we r rich
and civilised ppl) peace NO war
4.get a part time job dat pays very well
(dat is IF i get into poly and money is important
especially debts to be clear off)haha..
5.to show others wat im capable of
dats all i tink for the reasons..hmm...
ouhya...at least gt another 3yrs to enjoy skool
life if get into poly
u know wat i mean;)
Wednesday, March 7, 2007, 10:29 PM
was late abt today's testwtf?!
so cant copy any1
hopefully my "tikam-tikam" answers were correct
haha...
anyway otw hm in the bus
i felt asleep,had a nitemare
and was awaken by dis smelly ah-pek
who sat bside me
WTH?!!
he digs his fucking nose the entire journey
and scratch his armpits too
fucking disgusting homosapians!!!!
anyway dis will be the last time i'll be studying in bedok
cos the journey ride hm is too long
sorie guys
anyway i hope my gurls frens will resolve their problems
its so weird la wen u two are best frens den fight
so stop the cold war btw u two
it gives me the shivers
haha..
Tuesday, March 6, 2007, 4:25 PM
a song i find it veri meaningful
listen to the words
if u dont understand the language
its abt hookers' life
the only way of surviving in this world
cos deres no other way for them
as they dont have the education
so pls dont discriminate them
instead,have pity on them
pity them by nt hiring them
dis is also to reduce the spread of HIV or other diseases
if u seek pleasure seek other ways
im sure deres lots of healthy ways of seeking pleasure
pleasure isnt necessary abt sex
so live life to the fullest ppl!!!!
12:05 AM
swing swing swing!!!!one of my fav. music genre
why?
cos the rhythem will make u wana dance
lindy-hop anyone?
Monday, March 5, 2007, 12:31 AM
gona be receiving sum cold hard cashhopefully its abt more den 500bucks
gona use it to pay my debts
haha...
tokyo ska paradise is in 12 more days
and in 4 days time mosaic starts
hopefully get the part time job dat i wanted most
dat is work less bt pays alot
and i mean ALOT
u will know it soon;)
our reunion chalet at loyang is on the way
and im so gona be "wasted" again
cant wait for exam to finish!!!
Saturday, March 3, 2007, 11:18 PM
suppose to go bbq at ECP todaybt den it rained
and also my fren who suppose to drive us
cant make it
sorie gals for nt being dere
anyway we made another plan
dat is watching soccer btw
man u v.s liverpool
it was indeed a close match
man u scored in the last min
1-0
monday will be our last lesson in ite
awww...isnt it sad
time flies so fast
for the past few days i really had fun wif my ite frens
i mean it.seriously..
from the time we so called 'exploring' the drain in pasir ris
to the time we had a last min excursion abt the peranakan culture
and on top of dat we went to vivo just to hangout dat is yesterday
so on monday lets do sumting stupid and memorable shall we?
its the last day afterall guys
so lets end our day wif a bang and a smile
:)
dont forget to study hard for the coming exam
its the last exam and only paper afterall
and hopefully we can enter poly after this
to whom may concern:
eventhough u dont have the interest to enter poly
or keep on studying to be educate more
and also no future which is so predictable to others
please dont demoralise other ppl
from achieving their dreams
eg. like being a dork or an annoying pest wen ppl are studying
u should just realise dat u are unwanted from the start
ppl do laugh because of ur stupidity nt ur jokes
and for the last time
U ARE NOT FUNNY
ur jokes are damn lame
eg.act as a hot star in front of gurls?
my oh my oh my...
dont u ever own a mirror at home?
look at ur physical being firstly
especially ur ears
eg.kicking/tripping ppl's leg while walking
dats so childish of u
and its not funny
especially u make it purposely in the public
dont u have feelings abt other ppl's
u do like ppl to be embarrass rite?
cos ppl's humiliation is for u to be amuse
eg.talking boastful to the max.
acting as if u know everything
wake up la
if u know everything u dont skool in ite
anyway u dont even seem to be attending skool
mayb ur in ur own fantasy?
where things will go ur way
as in ur imagination
anyway i care less abt those guys
they seem to be in their own werld
where stoops are born
the end:)
Friday, March 2, 2007, 10:34 PM
ok back from vivodidnt went to sentosa as planned
cos its raining dere:(
so window shop
had dinner at the chicken rice shop
food dere isnt cheap or expensive
so okay larr just nice
at least my stomach is full:)
den elfi and hafiz had a fight over a cigg
at the mrt station
it was damn funny
i should hav record their conversation
and they make me missed 4/5trains
due to their never ending arguement
haha..next tyme u guys should buy ur own
INDIVIDUAL ciggs so no sharing
haha...
anyway during my train ride hm
i was too sleepy and i cant control my sleepyhead so
i didnt realise dat i actuali lean against sumone while sleeping
till i suddenly heard dat sumone's hp rang
and guess wat..shes a malay gal
shes pretty too
haha..i was really really embarassed at dat moment
cos the train was packed
luckily she didnt mind or make a fuss out of it
instead she says im cute while sleeping!!!
haha...i was like errmmm okay...
thanks??
ouh wth im sleepy now
to whom may concern,
i know ur intention was good
but i really dont need to reminisce the past
im sorie if i really dont wan to talk abt it
talking bout it only makes me full of regret
anyway me and her will just be normal frens
and we BOTH have agreed on it
so yea...just dont do unnecessary stuffs
to make things complicated btw us
thanks:)
1:15 PM
had dinner wif elfi's family yesterdayher mum bought me chicken chop
very tasty indeed and thanks for dinner
next time invite me again okay elfi
haha..
slept ard 2am yesterday
why?
was trying to memorise my points for 2day's presentation
anyway it turn out alrite
improve and better den my previous presentation
dat is wat they said
haha...
im still veri sleepy throughout the day
now packing my stuffs for sentosa!!!
dats rite..its a last min plan
sentosa-ing on a friday afternoon
woohoo!!!
anyway we do deserve a break from skool
cos starting next wk its all bout study study study!!!!
bye now b4 im late;)